Appreciate before its too LATE

I always put "this" sentence in my mind.. that's why I very treasure every single relationship between people... Can be friend its a fate, even can be one family...

I feel very guilty that dump my parent at HOMETOWN and come to kl and work all these years... So more all my siblings also at KL and left only they both at home... So I try to go home as often as possible... and call home chat with them more...

The day that I afraid soon or later will come... and Finally its come and I really dunno how to deal with it now... My mother 67 and my father 71... Both already reach the to almost the PEAK time... I really afraid "that" day is coming.... I might breakdown till cannot get up...

the guilty feeling grew strong when my mother having stroke now.. like I really cannot do anything to help her.. seeing her condition getting worst... But yet I still cannot throw away my job and get back home take care her... financially I need to support my family.. so I'm feel myself really hopeless.... Sorry mother...

Really.. dont be too LATE on everything... Human being really a stupid creature... LOSS only know how to APPRECIATE....

Now thinking back, my mother and father wish to go oversea trip with us (me and my sisters) for these past year and due to my own personal trip.. I postpone till this year... My mother had a great vacation on May 2009... Sorry again to my parent for being so selfish.... we are planning to go Redang with my parent next year because my mother really wish to go as she heard many people said overthere very very nice... But unfortunately, this incident occur too sudden without any warning....

thanks my younger sister being so considerate and willing to go back hometown taking care my mother.. Sorry again to my younger sister as I'm being selfish again due to my salary is more than you so I think I can contribute more to the family...

Really blessing my mother to get well soon.. Dont let the condition getting worst... GOD BLESSING...

Mild Stroke

My mom is "kena" mild stroke last three days.. Now still hospitalize.. I'm so worry about her condition... But I cannot help me that much beside take care her... I really out of idea how to improve her condition...

The doctor suggest us to refer her to Brain Specialist.. But the medication fees we couldn't afford it.. I really feel myself very useless now... Why i didn't save for this raining season... sigh !!~!!!

Her left side of body not much energy and but able to walk if there is supporting... She able to talk but a little bit unclear... still able to communicate quite well... She abit out of control on the saliva and urine.. We keep on asking her whether want to go to toilet only she told us want to go.. I wonder if we didn't ask her.. do she will go herself...

I will be back to Ipoh from 2nd to 12th July 2009 to back Gopeng take care my mother.. Hopefully I got the idea how to go for the treatment.. Need to ask around for any recommendation for doctor... GOD bless my MOTHER...

Michael Jackson - R.I.P.

Today morning at office, straight away login to internet.. One open the browse is MSN.com... then saw a very big big Michael Jackson's picture with the title "KING OF POP DIES".. then my expression is "HAR"???? aiyooo very sad sad... really unbelievable lo... huh !!~~!!!!...

REST IN PEACE !!!~!!! everyone in this world for sure will remember this KING of the entertainment industry..... the only one world best best KING....

Happy Anniversary to me !!!

Weird title !! What anniversary?? Actually I already blog for one year +... times really flies so fast... I started to get to know BLOGGING world through my ex-colleague - a long time blogger... Reading her blog really my daily life.. But too bad, she stop blogging due to tight schedule with family...

I just blog for fun as I'm blogging about everything.. but mainly is travel and food la.. I'm not using high-tech English as I very comfortable with my broken English.. hahaha.. I'm so sorry !!

What I gain from this blogging world ah?? So far I'm not consider active blogger but I'm actively reading others blog.. So I gain knowledge lo.. information information and information pouring into my brain..

There is people inspired me to start blogging and I also did inspired one blogger to start hers.. hehehe... just exchange ideas la... But she much more expert than me in this blogging world...

Last last time when Internet doesn't so popular and I didn't hang around Internet that's often, I did write diary... But of course diary is much more personal emotion thingy comapre to now Blog.. Blogging I manage to shares many things with my friends and they can update my thingy from time to time...

Hopefully everyone can enjoy this blogging world freely....